so i managed to have a spaz attack. broke up with my boyfriend. still having issues with that. im head over heals for him and he is for me, i just cant handle many of the things about him. he refuses to try and eat healthy, and me being a vegetarian, i cant handle that. he wont even come within two feet of brocolli. im constantly worrying about his health. i just want him to be healthier. i dont care about how he looks, just that hes healthy. i mother everyone around me so bad.

on top of that, i like another guy. im stuck in a love triangle. vince has wanted me since we met, and we even had a thing with each other when we were at camp.so i like two guys and two guys like me. i cant stand hurting people like this.

my dad went in for surgery this morning. surgery went great, he did have an issue with the anasthesia. he took longer to wake up and couldnt move his arms or legs. he can move em now but hes gonna stay over night. so im home alone and sick with who knows what. thought it was allergies since im already on antibiotics for a spider bite turned bad. mom might stay at the hospital. i skipped school today cuz im sick and was worried bout my dad.

on top of everything, i got attacked on facebook the other day by my ex's girlfriend. theyre all friends with darin, and when i broke up with him, he got hurt. me and him are fine now and have been, but matthews girlfriend, who ive never met before, attacked me on facebook. telling me to not bother talking to matthew and that she didnt have a high opinion of me since i lead darin on.
news flash sweetheart, i never lead him on. thats why we broke up. i wasnt going to hurt him further in the long run by leading him on when things changed. sounds to me like matthew has himself a jealous and insecure girlfriend. goodluck with that one.

so im a wreck. my cat has to be put down soon. i keep trying to get it to happen but my parents dont pull through. she was diagnosed with feline leukemia and lately she has lost a lot of weight, lost bladder control, and has gone completely blind. i dont like her suffering. i need a vacation